Man I hate going to see the Doctor. It seems like once you open the dam - it floods you. One problem leads to another and another... Which has been my case over the last year!
Alas, I am off to another one today, and I am full of fear and dread. My biggest fear is they will say, "nothing is wrong" or "take this pill everyday". I don't like taking pills and I fear so much that they will not be able to find out what is wrong with me! I had a run like that for about 2 years where no one seemed to know what was wrong... argh!
Then there is the issue of Doug not being here. Normally he is the one to keep me calm. I lost it yesterday... Totally overreacted to something unrelated while talking to Doug on ichat... Simply because it was easier to do that then admit my vulnerability that I was afraid to go to the Doc today.
Well, the light at the end of the tunnel, at least I have an ichat planned with Doug when I get home and it falls about the time we have been talking the last few days since he arrived.
Off to take Seth to school, go to Sams and then the Dr... I look forward to chatting with Doug when I get home. Wish me well at the Doc.
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